My last visit with my Pdoc he said I have Bipolar (NOS) with psychotic features. Does anyone here have experience with this. I am really getting afraid that I'm going to eventually go into full blown psychosis soon.
I've been hearing my recently dead dog whimper or his quiet (whispered) sweet bark. I also hear faint radio & tv broadcasts. I also see people or a tall black caped death like figure in my peripheral vision. Beautiful patterns on my bedroom ceiling, voices or a voice close or far but I can't quite make out what they are saying. Feeling someone close to me but no one is there. Once I woke up to find my dresser with a mirrored hutch was gone. The wall was completely blank. I woke my hubby up to tell him--I was afraid. He said it was still there--we bickered back and forth for awhile. He turned on the light and it was there--shut it again and it was still there. There's more if I go back over the years.
Thankfully these are not extreme experiences but does anyone know if they get worse with age? I haven't had them as often as I do now. I now have them several times a day and several days a week. What do I do? It's beginning to scare me.
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