I found my uncle (by marriage) almost 3 years ago he had committed suicide. He had hung himself, I walked into his body in the dark.

We weren't CLOSE, he said grace at all our family gatherings and he was my insurance man. We weren't not close either.

I don't remember anything for about a week after and the anniversary is coming up. I find myself getting very anxious and angry. I'm ashamed that I feel angry. I feel like it wasn't a big deal and I just need to deal with it and move on. But i'm struggling. I'm not sure why this has had such an impact on me.