I think I just need to work out a lot and eat better. That will help with my mood too.
I so badly don't want to be flopped onto more pills. I'm more stable than I have been in years. I dunno. It just seems so hopeless. I only have a handful of pills left to try.
I have to keep my job. I can't be late again or I lose it.
I don't know why this has to be so hard or why I have to feel so completely alone in this.