till I post my questioning thread with a poll:
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Do you want me to leave psychcentral?

Yes

No

I'm too afraid to answer

What? You aren't gone yet?

Suck it up, Sky and quit your bellyaching.

HA HA HA We win, go away fast.

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I'm really wondering how long I should wait... to see if things are really settled or just waiting for another round of attacks against me. Waiting to see... what? Why should I bother? Nothing changes, it seems. Sure, T says progress... T says PTSD takes time... T says ,,,, gee, can I even be sure of what T says? Not sure of anything anymore. Except there seems to be a growing group of more members actively against me than supporting me... and then there are those who I view as both and that is truly working a number on me. I don't like the split group sentiment... us and them or whatever... and if I say anything (I haven't have I? oh, forget about this time) then it's my fault or distorted thinking that imagines anything but peacable members... certainly they show more hurt than I can muster in public... they must be in the right and I wrong.

Anyway, my thinking, for those who really care to know, is that if I am continually in the mix of things here then there's no real choice but to leave. Just don't know if I want to know how few of you really like me. (I would just have to deal with that later.)

I've removed my avatar, my signature, I try to not use but the BLANK smiley space, and promised DocJohn eons ago not to post in the lounge forum... trying to keep peace. I guess the only way to please the group is to not post at all. I'm seriously considering their choice.