Hey Miri,
you are not alone. The psychic feeling and abilities i experience heavily. I have been trying to find help. The only help i have found is through talking with my higher power. And as far as lights blowing out. Well, that happens to many people. There are different ideas as to why they believe. I go to another forum based on psychic thought and discussion. I am unsure as to what we are aloud to write, but the key word is indigo.
They call certain people indigo children. ALthough they are called indigo children, some are adults. These are people born with some kind of psychic ability. On that forum I often see them say the lightgo off on them or watches won't work. Some say it is our energy system and that is bursts of energy that cause it. But who knows.
If you have never heard of the indigo, crystal or starseed children try those for searches. I do warn some of the pages have extreme new age ideas. So I do not believe it all. I was also thinking of going to school for metaphysics to learn my psychic abilities better.
I haven't read al the messages in response, but i have had trouble feelings other emotions and seeing their thoughts. I got a stone I want to use to see if it helps. It is cavansite or somethinglike that. It is blue. I like rocks.
oh and as far as reading people close to you, i think it is harmful. I think we often get false impressions and these are based on our fears. I have since decided to ignore my impressions from my hubby and ask for the truth. I ask. I say i am having a fear that you are mad at me. then he will say no, i am not mad at you. a fly just landed in my drink.
I think we often cannot put our fears aside to read our closest loved ones accurate. this doesn't mean it canot be done. But, when i started getting mad for myhubbys thoughts i knew i was going to far. he was trying to think of how to say something so it would come out right. well he thought of it wrong first and i got mad at his thought. It was unfair of me.
And now i sound off the wall but there are people who believe in these things and do not think you are weird for it. but i don't want to get kicked off forum. i usualy say something wrong. i need this forum so i am gonna quit writing for now