I posted on another forum...but I don't think they liked me much there. They never really gave me advice.
I have been in a mixed state for more than 2 weeks not. Emotions are running like a roller coaster. I have Bipolar 1 and have just recently moved to Colorado. Which means I haven't seen a doc yet. I have seen a therapist and they are working on getting me a sooner appt. but no luck. My appt is July 7th. I am not really suicidal. I am just up and down. Happy to very depressed and I can't tell my husband why. He keeps asking "whats wrong?" I have no answer so I shrug my shoulders. I have been sitting here for about 3 hours looking up going to the hospital voluntarily but most says if your suicidal. The therapist I see is from a behavioral health and substance abuse place. We have discussed there inpatient facility but I have never been hospitalized. I just don't know what to do at this point. All I do is cry or I am mad. At this present time is very depressed so I am cryin. I just needed some advice is all.
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