Thanks Patty for your reply....I do have some other activities besides dancing....Actually, I avoid going to the regular places that both of us used to go which I'm not happy about it, but I really want to stay away....
However, my class is great....and it's for the first time that I can see so much improvement in me....I'm not going to quit it because of him....besides we have common friends too...I have to find a way to stop thinking about him....
but tonight at least I was strong enough to not go to his place....I saw his eyes wanting me, but I left quickly.....I can't do it really....I don't think it's good for both of us....I don't understand what his problem is? He's not with anybody and he likes me, but he's not with me either....so dump!
I was just out of job, and this is a new job, I can't really take vacations....but the good thing is my mom is comming to town and that can distract me a bit I hope....
I think the best distraction would be just simplay "finding another guy"....but when you feel for one, it's difficult to detach and go for somebody else!
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