i didnt want to post anymore, but i am convinced i am cared for...so here i am. I am better and safe. still sad and lonely, but alive. (not that it is a good thing, i just dont know) i got a mini dvr for my model plane that i got in the air and went for a ride. got great video. when i get it edited, will post, but could use lots of hugs and kisses (xoxoxoxo) from others meanwhile...keep me from crying, please...