I don't want to think about killing myself anymore. These vile thoughts are haunting me every day hour and second. I don't want to do it. I want to get better, meet new people, enjoy life and make others happy so I can feel good about myself.

How do I make them leeeeeeaaaaaave?!!

I'm sorry. It's too damn hard to fight the feeling and keep it all to myself. Have to write things down once in a while, just to make sure I'm still alive LOL. Thanks for reading.. means a lot to me.