I know he accepts me for who I am, but then again... I feel like there are parts of me he wants to change... Still. Like my weight, like my scars, like my depression. I know he wants me not to be depressed, I know he wants me to lose weight so I can be happy with myself so that he'll be happy with me. But I'll only be happy when The Adoptive Family are happy with who I am. But they never will be. How can I accept that? All I ever wanted was to be loved by them. All my life.

I just feel inadequate, like he wasonly saying it to lull me into a false sense of security.. That's what they did. Then took the p-ss when I fell for it, thinking I was okay and that they did love me, but they didn't...

Sorry, not in the state of mind to comment much more, got a headache, hungry and just feel like s--t today