_Sky,

I see some heartfelt replies of support here for you. Please keep your heart open to those who care enough to let you know as honestly as you would let them know. In other words I see some straight shootin here that is offered up kindly but not sugar coated.

I have no response to your post as I've read different versions of this type of post before and think that answering it point by point only creates more food for the PTSD thinking to feed on.

I am NOT saying that your thinking isn't valid. I am NOT saying you are wrong. I AM saying that you have expressed similar things before and each time there has been a rallying of ppl reminding you that you're wanted here and if you need a break for your own safety to please do that.........but you're welcome to return anytime. When ppl say that they mean they want to see _Sky safer and healthier. Folks have different limits of what they can handle in a community setting. We all take breaks if needed and I know you will make the best choice for your health as you ultimately do in these situations........even after periods of not caring enough to eat and such.

Start slowly again with steamed veggies and brothy rice or whatever your comfort healthy things are. Your well-being is far more important than what anyone here thinks. Take care of you and when feeling better please return to posting as you have been doing for about eighteen months in this community. Quitters don't last that long and I can't imagine you giving up now.

Be well _Sky.