That was one of the reasons he left because he knows I don't have any family here and I have no where else to go, and he didn't want to put me out on the streets. I feel really good about the situation at times, but then I get the sick empty feeling that i just NEED to talk to him, and I know it just makes it worse when I call him, but I just can't seem to control it. I've tried to explain it to him but he doesn't seem to understand, even though he says he know how I feel. I just absolutely hate him not wanting to tell me he loves me, when he says he does, doesn't want to give me a kiss on the lips, always on the cheek, and barely gives me a hug. It's almost seems like he's afraid he may feel something from it, I have no idea. I know I'm continuing to spiral downward, I can't eat, hardly sleep anymore, and today I didn't even want to come home because I knew I was coming home to an empty house, and being alone. I've never felt this way before, I've had 2 other relationships, one 5 years, and the other 6 months, and never did I feel this depressed. The 6 month one I ended to be with Nick. He told me yesterday he was afraid that if we didn't work things out I was going to start seeing a bunch of different people, not that it would be any of his business, but he didn't want to see me to that, what does that mean, why even say anything like that. That I don't understand, but I haven't called him today, nor text, and I hope I can keep it that way.