I feel so awful it feels painful inside. No one cares... If they did they would have health insurance that covered mental health. Instead I feel like I'm back when my parent's wouldn't help me pay for meds but would pay for other things. How can I go to school if I can't continue with my treatment? I feel so unlovable and so alone... Who would ever . . . ? It's not like I wasn't going through enough stuff as it was. I didn't need this right now. I was trying to hold on. Now every day is a challenge to get out of bed and go to work. I just want to have someone who will take care of me for once in my life and tell me I don't have to worry about everything all the time.