thank you--all of you.

Some of you said that Seroquel has helped diminish the "seeing/hearing" things. What scares me is that I have been on seroquel for about 7 months and its getting worse!
I also take lamotrigine (Lamictal), lithium and Conazepam (Klonopin) and the symptoms are still getting worse.

It doesn't seem to matter whether I am hypomanic or very depressed anymore. It now happens everyday even when my mood is in the normal range.

I am so tired of trying all of these pill potions. I'm just tired of working so hard to do all my Pdoc tells me to do--and I do everything he says. I have finally gone almost a week within a normal mood range and the psychotic features (what the Pdoc calls them) get more frequent!

I'm just so very tired of living like this. I used to come here to encourage others but right now there isn't anything left in me to do so. I apologize to everyone and hope you will forgive me.
Thanks for listening--signing off,
JourneyUpward