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" Maybe I could spit her name (Bitxx, Bitxx, Bitxx) from my mouth and let her die there"

I did basically the same with the old crone. I disowned her and I refuse to mention her name. One interesting tidbid; my mother named me after her, no middle name. I also discarded the name and gave myself a new name. Tomi, because I had gone by that since high school (even before I knew why, I hated her!) and added Renee because it means "rebirth."

Sounds like you have already discarded the witch. Visualize what you posted everytime you react to someone who says something that sounds like her. Like when I got mad at you for saying I didn't understand. I believe you realized you were reacting because that button got pushed. Spit her name out on the desert sand and leave her there to die.

For others reading this, this is the first step. Forgiveness comes later, when Darrel or anyone else is ready to let it go; when we realize that those people can't hurt us ever again.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>