we see the dereseed side too - its all a part of the person we like - we are sad - I am sad - when you are depressed cos I know whats its like - but its all part of you and its good to get those feelings into the light..
are you treating youself like normal? like your normal yes... is it healthy and worthy of the person you are - the kind caring person you are - no you deserve more - Im sure Conner would say that too and your ed counciller .
I hope soon you will start taking care of you ok
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet