hi dotbar, i have read all tht has been posted so far n i feel really sorry for wat u have been going through. its really hard to cope up after u get broken up,i know. there's one thing common between u n me n that is me too tried contacting my bf (he wasnt my bf really but we were close) for whole 5 months after he startd ignoring me. he wouldnt jus say its over n i kind of kept begging..yeah begging..to tell me wats on his mind. then finally after 5 months he has told me not to contact him again. u see guys r so unpredictable.

u'r here 2 seek help..but may b we shud help each other too here on this forum. i nvr got physical with him but im still feeling guilty for getting involved in aal that. wat u say about it?

regards~