yes its ok to shop around for a T - a lot of T's expect it -
the way I found it was on someone profile then clicking on the link and joining - its on my profil unless someone comes up with an easier way to get there - on the right hand side social groups click on ptsd and the join - good luck
good luck
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet