Yeah, I think that's a way to rid myself of her, but maybe too violent for my ease... I've practiced a cleansing exercize that I think might work well for this. Just a common breathing technique imagining all the stress leaving your body, in this case, I'd cleanse myself of the stressful memories.... I'm looking forward to the forgiveness step, but don't know that I'm ready for that yet. Not that I want to relish the pain I feel about her now, but I don't know how to forgive her. Mentally, it makes sense, emotionally I don't know what to do....

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius