It isn't for my work now (as that is mostly covered) it is for when I go to school in the fall and wont be working. The school insurance is cr*p. I'm just having a really hard time because it is bringing back feelings around when my parents wouldn't help out with my mental health expenses when I was in undergrad. I ended up in the hospital and they still wouldn't help. (Though they would pay for me to travel to a friend's house since the school would not let me stay on campus for spring break). I just didn't tell them the second time. It makes me feel worthless and unlovable. If my parents don't love me then who is going to love me? Parents are supposed to love you no matter what. There are people out there who do terrible things and their parents still love them. I try to be a good person all the time and my parents wont love me. What is wrong with me?

Maybe I'm just too self-centered.