I had been feeling pretty good with my lack of urges to cut. But recently have been really depressed and it has come back. It is only intermittent but still a shock since it had been gone for a while. I always think it is gone and then it comes back. I feel so unlovable. I am having feelings coming back up about not being cared about and it is triggering. I have always just wanted someone to love me and never felt that my parents love me. Aren't your parents supposed to love you? I try to be a good person. Don't I deserve to be loved? How can I ever get anyone to love me if my parents wont love me? I feel so depressed I just want to curl up in a ball under my covers with my stuffed animal and not come out! It is all just too much. How am I supposed to succeed if I can't even make it through a period when I see a tough time ahead? Sometimes it feels like what is the point if I'm always going to be alone? I just feel so awful.