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I think that this is a perfect opportunity to engage the transference and growth that is available when you do. Maybe you could tell T exactly what you told us and see what comes out of the session. I truly understand this dilemma (having grown up in an alcoholic household as well). But I have learned that when I "don't" want to do or talk about something in therapy it's probably what I should engage. And I am always surprised at what comes out of these interactions because of how clever my psyche is at hiding stuff from me. It's kind of like yoga, the poses I hate are those that my body needs.

Many hugs.