(((((everyone)))))))
Thanks so much for your support, I really appreciate it.
I finally made a doctor's appointment (it's sad that my depression actually makes me put off things like making the appointments I need to get treated) for Monday. It can't come soon enough. I have no idea how I'm going to make it through the next four days. I just want to collapse.

Meds and therapy did it for me last time... hopefully getting my meds adjusted and a referral to a therapist will help me again.
I hate feeling like this. I want to go back to feeling good.