Treehouse,

Is there a part of you that feel that maybe he isn't as strong as he normally is now, and you don't want to make him worse by your problems? Or could it be that he seems TOO real now, like if this has happened to him other things could happen and that you could lose him... Because he is human?
I really don't know, I know I have felt this way before. I remember one time my T got this vein surgery and I didn't know he was going to do it. So he shows up, barely able to walk with his leg all swelled up and bandages. I just looked at him and his leg and couldn't talk. I was just shocked and all of sudden my problems didnt' seem as bad as him being in some kind of pain. I really cared about him and I felt so bad that he was feeling bad.