I didn't get anything done all day, waiting for answers from the tech support for my virus protection program, and the guy blew me off all day. I won't have time to do anything else with the computer until next week sometime. I wish he would have just said he didn't know, and i could have found help someplace else. Some program (I think the virus detector) is not allowing programs to connect. There ought to be a simple way to tell the program the threat is over and please let me use my computer now. Or if the program still finds a threat, I wish the program would say what it is and what it wants me to do.

It feels like an overprotective mother who won't let me live my life because it's too dangerous. I'm triggered, and depressed and irritable, and I spent all day trying to get my computer to work and didn't accomplish anything, and forgot to sleep or eat or drink any water or anything, and felt like hurting myself several times. Ugh.