Of course fingers crossed for you! Toes too. Congrats on the scholarships you mention in your last post.

and wow, not to butt in, but to have your therapist tell you that you give nothing to the relationship... wow, that would shock me into submission too.

sounds sort of shady, too, that he wouldn't want you to mention the termination to your psychiatrist... I'd think that would be a primary concern for any transitioning client...

I don't want to judge him b/c I don't know the entire situation but I do know from 3rd grade that secrets don't keep friends... or whatever that saying was from playground days.

Termination and transition are confusing and risky and I hope that your T comes around and steps up with the support you need right now.