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i'm not really mad with him, more upset with myself. if i had been a better client then he probably wouldn't have dropped me.
right now... it's not that i'm too mad to continue with him, but more that i dont know how much i would be able to trust him if he decided we could continue afterall. what's to say he won't change his mind again in a few weeks time?
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ok, so i was feeling mad on your behalf then. :P you have done nothing wrong as a client!!!!!!! you are at where you're at and that is just fine. it's probably just that you're a newer client if anything. well, if you shared with him where you are at and made it clear you need him to be consistently there for you then i think there is a good chance he'd be consistent. but no pressure! it's your call girl.
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i dont know if i'm allowed to talk about it with pdoc. i really want to. but Austin-T told me (2 weeks ago) not to tell pdoc he'd been promoted, and i don't know if pdoc knows by now or not. i dont break promises but i wish i could this once.
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bummer about the confusion with not knowing whether or not to talk to pdoc.
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obviously, this is what you get for consulting a gay pornstar as a therapist.
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oh! congratulations on the scholarship! that is sooooooo cool.
boy, do i know about depression messing up school. been there and still haven't got that one figured out yet.