Today is my first full day home from the hospital and I fee like nothing has changed in terms of my home life. I asked my husband if he could be home with me because I really needed him to just be with me today and he went to work. I had to take care of the kids, but he didn't do any laundry or dishes while I was in the hospital last week.
The hospital got me through the crisis, but I am still pretty depressed. I don't have the energy to come home and organize my home. I even had to help him put on clean sheets on the bed last night which is one thing I requested he do before I come home so that I could have that wonderful clean bed feeling.

He said he would work a short day and come right home after his morning meeting and without checking in with me to see how I was doing, he took on a client and he still isn't home after 5 p.m. He also told his parents he would go over to their house to do some things for them.

I made my needs known and I feel ignored, unloved and alone. I should have just stayed at the hospital.