Hi Echoes,

How are you? It feels like it has been a long time......

It's a place of disconnect where nothing touches me ...

OMG I really really get this too! Sometimes I think of myself as if I am in a magnetic forcefield--very super-hero-ish. The forcefield protects me from T, from myself, from the world.

Is this a defense? I suppose it is. I also get the idea of not wanting to "mess things up" -- not wanting to change anything. Why can't we just be in the good place for more than a fleeting second?

Much love to you.

xoxoxoxo