((((((((((((crystalrose)))))))))))))


I know how you feel! You are not alone in feeling that way at all. I'm starting to go downhill again and I've been putting off calling the doctor for ages. The depression seems to make it difficult to get help, which is one of the worst things about it, but if you can FORCE yourself to make that appointment it's the best thing you can do for yourself. Last time the depression was bad for me, getting to the doctor and getting into therapy was what saved me, and now that things aren't going so well again, I know that despite how crummy I'm feeling, that's the only thing that's going to keep me from feeling this way forever.

I hope you can get in to see your doctor soon. In the meantime, I'm sending lots of hugs.