Thanx Judee and Leslie, I so appreciate your feedback...and yeah, I agree to re alcohol/drugs. I know that some of my psychosis is due to acid, but its fairly benign and easy to live with, just get used to it really. Was chatting to Porceline Doll the other night and a huge penny dropped for me, and I finally understand clearly that I have at least three others in here, including their names etc and since then, I've found a tiny bit of calm in my current storm. It funny because I think that that awareness should scare the hell out of me, but there is actually a bit of relief...anyway, I guess time will tell...
Just wanted to say thanx for listening and your support.
kp