ok Deli, im late to this post so congrats on scholarship grr to austin for being confused and hugs for pdoc being proctective .....phew!

Now when you see Austin T next time you need to ask him if he will see you for the extra 6 sessions and then as aa private patient after that ok

or

you can take the chicken7 approach - oops I mean Phoneix7 when I wanted to see if the T im seeing now would see me again after the initial sessions finished I wrote to him.... yes I know chicken - but it worked I got him to leave a yes or no answer on my answerphone and he said of course I want to help you

and I think Austing the porn star gay T (could his title get any longer! ) would do the same - maybe he thinks you are not keen... have you thought of that.

you are NOT a bad client - from what you have said it is clear that ATPST cares about you dear Deli - take a risk - ask or write....

P7 (p.s., happy to be part of the cuddle huddle if you still need it