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Old Jul 03, 2009, 11:07 AM
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I was mindlessly playing computer games yesterday evening, they relax me and take my mind off ME. A pop up for my email flashed up and all I caught was it was from my mother - we haven't had any contact in months - and something about "spread this all over facebook, email and twitter."

I was so triggered. First I go into that numb denial zone where I really don't even acknowledge to myself something has happened. Then I started shaking slightly, my heart banging away and felt like I couldn't breath. I was scared to death to read the email - thinking "what is she saying now!?"

False alarm, tg, it was one of her forwards about Oil. I just deleted it and did not read it. But what a bad reaction. Lasted for over an hour.
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture
than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you."
Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure.
Can't stop you from praying and blessing me,
and if that makes you feel better feel free.
But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me.
And let's all respect each other's feelings.
With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
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