right now the only side that is not hurting, is my dark side, it would be so easy to become that hateful person I once was, I can see glimses of her edeging ever so close to my heart again. And this is what scares me to death

I have to put on my happy face now, My family is at my house again.
Oh well thank you so much for truly caring about me.. It does help in some small way.

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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