Sky,

I for one certainly do not want you to leave. You have given me lots of support and I appreciate it greatly, and I would miss you terribly. It sounds like there are others who feel you are supportive, and are glad that you are here too. You are a valued member of this community. I understand that PTSD makes it easier to feel like people are against you when they aren't, and then your reactions to your sensations trigger reactions in them, and it spirals downward. It can be worked out though, and nobody has to leave. We're all here for a reason.
*hugs*
Rap