deli Dear I really hope you march in and see Austin and say
"hey Austin the pornstar gay T you said you would get an extension of 6 more sessions and I feel I need that - so can you do that and then if Im not ok by then I would like to see you privately - ooh not that way privately Austin !!!! "
Seriously Deli, just say you said you'd find out if I can get the extra sessions - did you?
and take it from there......
you want to keep seeing him so dont cut yourself off from him ok
we all do the well I dont need him anyway thing... and he prob thinks im the neediest person inthe universe ( and by the way thats me
) and he doesnt care anyway
its a way of protecting ourselves - so say to those voices - thank you for your concern but I AM GOING TO SORT THIS OUT! take me with you - I will sit in your pocket and singe his wig if he has any probs with keeping seeing you
do what YOU NEED to do - when my 12 are up I will have to face the same thing with my T .......eek!!!!!
so if you do this I promise I will too ok.......
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its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet