Thanks patty and Pam,

Yes, I got to stop thinking about my age and being alone!
you can't believe that tonight I was out with my friends and I met a handsome guy who seemed to be decent and nice....I liked him...and I told my friend that I liked him...my friend told me to go and talk to him...I was shy...then she did that for me...she went and start talking to him, then I joined....then I found out he's working in IT, same like me and we talked a lot....I didn't feel that much of Chemistry, but I gave him my number....guess what? I gave a wrong number I can't believe I made such a mistake again....I'm so mad at myself....I didn't have my cell with me....he called me right away to give me his number, and then I didn't have the miss called on my cell, then I found out I made a mistake and I gave a wrong number....how dump one person can be?
He was single, handsome, polite and smart...and I blow out my chance, I dont' know if I would meet him anymore....probably, next year in beer garden again!!!!! arggggggggggg....

Patty, you asked me why my relationship don't go anywhere....I think I know why....I'm so needy, jealous and at top of that I have so much expectations....that's why my relationships go wrong....I'm trying to work on them....but I wanted to stay cool with Aaron and I didn't....besides, Aaron is not a guy to sleep around, but he has STD already....herpes which I'm so afraid of it too!

Pam, you are always right, I got to stop thinking about him...I'm getting better really...once I get stronger, I can meet another guy and fall in love with....I have to stay strong

thanks again for helping me here
with love
Marjan