Thanks - just concerned what this will tap into .. there are memories that we can recall that are difficult but numb when revisiting those memories .. could not imagine deeper things for the first time ..
many positive things are gone from my memory or maybe they are just not there .. seems much is lost somewhere.
wondering why when getting triggered can go sometimes weeks and act normal to others and when i come back or asked to recall that week or day there is just nothing.. it is oblivious to me.