never mind
my mistake i thought maybe it belongs here so people in creative wouldnt trip over it if its triggering and not expecting it. . .i guess i got it backwards? it was not a poen when i wrote it - it was literal but no one got that - thats why there was the trigger icon. . in retrospection i was thinking the ugly stuff goes here and not to be inflicted on unsuspecting readers of poetry. because it wasnt.