Keep posting and getting those feelings out in the open Pupp. None of us are perfect and we all feel crappy some days. Sometimes even like we're losing hope or will never get better, but moods will change. Feelings of utmost despair, weakness, mental states going every which direction are not who you are. They are only thoughts and feelings. You are great just as you are. We're all trying to get better (even if some days it seems like we're failing) and if that's all you're doing, it's enough. Just be you. And if you don't like yourself right now, know that you are lovable anyway. I