Oh god!! I am so in a bad mood at the moment. I actually woke up in a bad mood. I won't be getting a refill on my meds until later on today. I haven't had them for a few days and I have been flying off the handle, feeling sucidal, etc. And my 3-year-old daughter is just adding fuel to the fire. She won't obey me or listen to a word I say. It's as if I'm not even in the room. This is really hard on me when she does this. She gets angry, throws things, screams at the top of her lungs as if someone is killing her everytime I tell her to do something. This makes me feel like I'm not a good parent and a failure because I can't control her. This frustrates me even more and I wind up screaming at the top of my lungs or crying. Sometimes I even have thoughts of hurting her. I am sick and tired of this crap. It's bad enough I don't have my meds but does she have to make things worse? Can someone in my shoes please help me out or give me some advice. I'm at wits end at the moment and can't think straight for ****.