Well I did not get my mod ship back the "gang" did not think it was a good idea at this moment they think I should just stay a member which is what I will do, I quess i am a little more heart broken over it than I thouht I woudl be..

But I will get over this too..
I just wanted to let all the ones who were pulling for me sliteltly know that I wont be a mod right now.. ok.
Keep hopeing and wishing like you were and maybe one day, they will let me have them back and I can be there for you in more ways than I am now..
but my voice will on here will have to remaing quite like all of yours is now ok..
I hope that is ok.. for the time being..
Love lady D.