see- its not goin to get the feed back there because it looks like poem which it could also be but who wrote it - i should say who LIVED it -is living it- belongs over here. so why isnt this whole thing removed from here so it does not make any one who gets triggered look over ther- see my dillema here i am comfused with opposite and going to do some thing exactly right turns out to be exactly wrong. (i hate getting stupid but there it is)