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Jul 05, 2009, 12:33 AM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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Sounds like and ick day.
And good rant 
Just one thing I wanted to say... you seem to think its the depression that's making you snap, it's the depression that xxxxxx... but from what your post is saying it sounds like the ENVIRONMENT around you is making you snap. That your mom made you drive without glasses in the dark after you asked to make sure to get back by daylight, after you were already doing her a favor AND in the way she did it. And all the others you mentioned.
Depression makes that harder to handle.
I think you're trying hard enough. I know you want so badly to hear that from your parents. And I'm sorry they don't understand, and they don't take your opinions or feelings seriously *or so it seems most of the time*. But please, you're doing a great job trying so hard. Other people wouldn't feel any remorse for the amount of snapping you did today. You're a great person to care about it. Just realize, this isn't all your fault. It's your parents fault too for helping create and environment that is ICKY to live in.
Sending hugs  
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