Jewels,

I used to go to the hospital alot. It was the only place I felt safe. The hospital I loved most is a very good hospital that has a Trama/Dissociative program but I have in the past taken myself to the emergency room many times. All when I was drinking. Once I was there, those unscheduled trips, I hated it cause I didn't belong there. The people in the general psych ward were usually not like me at all. However sometimes I did like it because it was just too overwhelming to be out in the world. I guess what I am trying to say is whatever you all decide it will be the right decision for you at the time. Your Higher Power has great plans for you so you don't have to stress over it one way or the other.
That feeling of unraveling is uncomfortable but usually as said in an earlier post sometimes unraveling leads to new and better reorganization. That's not verbatim but that is what I understood from the post.

Take care,
Deb et al.