dsands,

I am wondering if this is your only obcession or are there others that are in your mind too. If you are obsessing about things to the point where it is extreme & disruptive so that it interferes with your life, then it is concidered to be a problem.

It sounds like you need to put it into perspective & ask yourself why this seems to be so important to you so that you are consumed by thinking about it? Not sure how a T could give you medicines since only psychiatrists are allowed to prescribe & give out meds. But if you are feeling better, that that is good. Maybe the T can help you put your thinking back into reality if it is something you can't do for yourself.

Good luck,
Debbie