Hi. I don't post often. And, I haven't been here in a while. I am feeling really down right now. I applied for a promotion and did not get it. Just found out today. What upsets me the most is that the supervisor encouraged me and supported me to pursue this position. And, she is the very one that tells me I didn't get it. I really wanted this position with all my heart and soul. When I devote myself to something I believe in, I give it my all.
I feel so crushed. So hurt....so worthless. So sad.....I need to pull myself together so I can return to work tomorrow and be "OK" when they announce the new supervisor at the staff meeting. It is going to be so hard to manage my feelings. I am happy for the person that got the position....but still feel crushed....hurt...sad...OK...that is all I have to say right now. Thanks for listening.
Yellowrose