Here today is a beautiful day weatherwise and I am sitting in front of my computer feeling depressed.
Where have the days gone when I would leap out of bed and feel so much joy at the sight of a beautiful day???? Why all the emptiness I feel??? Why all the fear???? Why all the sadness???? Why all the loneliness?????
Outside my window I see trees which I used to love, used to love the smells, the colors....where did it all go???