Perhaps i should not be writing, but i cannot concentrate on anything else. I can't help it- i am infatuated with this body. Poor thing never gets any attention and I have been present maybe 5 times over the past 2 decades? Everything about is it fascinating - all the curves, all the lines - i've been staring at the legs and toes; like those of a deer - watching the toe bones and tendons as the flex and curl, spread out, arch... I've never seen such things. I know the main system runners ignore this body as if it weren't even here. But i can't help but stare at it, touch it, think about it. We're trying to read a book and i keep staring at the skin, how it is gathering it's summer tan, the long lines of the shin bone and curve of foot. I was sunning earlier - I've never gotten a full day to myself - and sunning areas that I know the system would not allow. =) but the touch of sun feels so good and those areas are as pale as parchment. I don't think even the system runners have seen those areas yet alone the sun. I know i even startled one of kiya's friends online by IMing them - he was quite shocked. But .... but i can't help it, i am simply amazed with this body they hide. every "over round" curve, every particle. Well, maybe now that i have written i can focus some on this boring book she wants read.
*latifah