Thanks, everyone....
I know my T knows what he's doing....and I can tell that each time I try to delve into the flashbacks, he's pulling me back to dealing with the issue that we've been addressing.
He's starting with my parents. And I'm struggling with that....my flashbacks don't even involve my parents - it's the other things...but he keeps pulling me back to my parents. Perhaps I'm avoiding the parent situation....or perhaps he wants me to finish the parent stuff first before delving into the other stuff.
A bit at a time.....but it's just so frustrating, and I'm exhausted from it all.